Dilemma

I’m self-destructing before your eyes
And you don’t even realise
I wish you would remember
Or that we could go back to September
But the way back no longer exists
We move forward, no matter who resists
Not sure whether to push or withdraw
That I want you, is all I know for sure
In any way I can, so what I fear
Is losing you altogether, my dear
Staying as we are guarantees
I get a little of you at least
But taking the leap could open the door
To potentially so much more
So, my darling, I have pushed hard
And it’s up to you to play the next card