Tag: relationship

Most Meaningful of All

The clarity you bring is blinding at times

Automatically erasing all previous crimes

You know more than I of the true purpose here

Until now I have found myself lost in the fear

And though I still feel it close by my side

I’ve decided to stop running as there’s nowhere to hide

It is what it is, this thing between us

Not really love, nor really lust

Something instinctual, beyond labels and words

Without any meaning but most meaningful of all

Not an Option

The end of hope
Is not what I expected
No major catastrophe
Not even a blink of an eye
Marked the death of what could be
There is an emptiness inside
Some sadness and remorse
For all my stupid actions
That threw this love off course
But perhaps there never was a love
Anywhere other than in my mind
Because despite what I thought I knew
The stars have never aligned
And so this is it
The rejection is complete
And now I know for certain
You’ve never thought of choosing me

Saved Myself

I was bound to the Master
And prayed to be set free
Next thing I knew
You were sent to me

We worked on my lessons
From the very start
I always understood
Something set you apart

But then out of the blue
Things began to change
And my prayers began to ask
For release from your chains

I was aching for a saviour
A knight in armour replete
But what I’ve come to know
Is that my saviour is me

It is I who holds Excalibur
I am the one I seek
It’s me who has released the chains
And set my own self free

Old Lovers

You took a gamble
And lost
I often said to never
Underestimate me
I’m not a regular gal
The depths of my soul
Are so far unmatched
I will give until
The damage emerges
Perhaps in the hopes
Your own soul will grow
But you choose to play
Only in the shallows
And to keep me
In the shadows
You limit your worth
So you don’t see mine
Fear restrains you
From your naked truth
And inhibits the bliss
Of true soul connection
I have grown from you all
In ways words can’t describe
May the next Gambler
Shortly arrive

Hungry

I don’t like that it’s changing
Even though I wished it to change
I don’t want to be left dangling
Or feel bound to you in chains
What we’ve had has been amazing
Exploring the real and the strange
But I’m hungry for the spotlight blazing
Overhead with me centre stage